I'm really under the gun here with the FAFSA dependency thing. I hope I can get it all in on time. I'm still waiting on Marie's Letter. I dunno how exactly I'm gonna get it or whatever either. Or who I'm gonna send everything to.

So yesterday, me and Erik went to clean out his brother's room. He was sent to jail for various reasons. I dunno what's really going on. But Erik is being lame and very withdrawn all day today. His mom really needs to whip her kid into shape and just spank that brat already. I mean you don't have to get as crazy as my parents but some discipline is needed at least. Anyway, I feel really sorry for her and their family, but coming from a family which hit us for looking at each other the wrong way, I really can't relate, other than to Erik's bro, because I've been in jail before too. xP

It really sucked. They stripped me to my boxers and made me sit naked in a room that had the same temperature as a meat locker. When I peed, they made me stand with the door open and a guy literally looking over my shoulder so you'd get hella nervous. They accuse you of doing everything wrong possible (they said my allergy pills were drugs and a bunch of other shit). It's not a fun place. Your neighbors aren't that fun either. The girl in the next room was trying to commit suicide by cutting her wrists on the screws in the wall for the electrical outlets. She only stopped when they wheeled in one of those straight-jacket contraptions and told her if she didn't stop they'd stick her in there.

This week at work they're making me pull a 2am to 9am shift in the middle of the week. I'm pretty sure I'm gonna fucking die. I don't know how I'm gonna get there either. I might stay at Erik's parents house, but that doesn't seem like a very fun place recently with current events.

I still need to call the Credential Center and see if they have all my documents. Bleh, I hope everything goes well. All this worrying is stressing me out. I'm not making enough money at work. I really need to finish school and have a career already.